| merry christmas to all |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|04:19 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | brand new- the boy who blocked his own shot | ] |
I am pleased to say that I have 53 songs on my ipod! :D
This christmas has so far been the best. It usually takes us until noon to open all the presents but i think we made record time this year and did it in 2 hours. My parents got me an ipod, NEW north face backpack (good bye hot pink one...oh how i hated you), a vera bradley purse and a fleece jacket. Ofcourse the ipod is my favorite. i just love love love it. I don't think its been out of my hands since i got it. however i am having technical difficulties with getting my CD's and real player music onto itunes but its probably just because i'm "technically challenged". |
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| i heart this song |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|08:32 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | I'm ready I am- the format | ] |
Im nicotine,
im coming clean
I fooled the crowd when i made it sound like i was more then ready
strike up the band,
deprive my sleep cause theres no love like apathy
the bell that tolls rings loud enough that it should have woke us up
Im trying to find truth in words, in rhymes, in notes, in all the things i wish i'd wrote
cause i feel like ive been losing you
I read your last entry
overprivelaged kids keep crying the need to fit in is harder when living life from a screen
old classmates please drop all your pens dont write a word cause i wont reply and im not bitter,
no its just ive passed that point in my life
Im trying to find truth in words, in rhymes, in notes, in all the things i wish i'd wrote
cause i feel like ive been losing you
Each night it ends too soon you dont hold me like you used to
and your eyes look like theyve seen too much its always some excuse too tired, too obtuse
you look so far removed, this time i fear im losing you
im nicotine im a cash machine
im the colour green and you should have seen the looks i just recieved
I need a reason to let go an
Intervention, a lulluby something to cure me please believe me |
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| early ramblings.. |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|10:09 am] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | ben folds | ] |
Winter break is finally here!!! while i have to admit i'm a little dissapointed i'm staying in the FC i think it will be fun. Greene is in Vail- unfair?-defineitly- Gordon and all his talk of skiing is making me really want to go. Nikki, you have no idea how good you've got it.' I really do love winter. skiing, hot chocolate, presents, rosy cheeks in the cold <3.. Breakaway is coming, i leave monday. I think it will be a lot better this year being in high school and all. oh god i hated middle school. anyway..these have been my ramblings for the morning.
catch ya later kids,
A² |
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| but is hate a stong word? |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|12:11 am] |
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I hate the dark.
I hate large groups of people.
I hate the english language.
I hate loud noises.
I hate being warm.
I hate anything without reason.
I hate breakfast food.
I hate ignorance. |
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| chapped lips part II |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|05:08 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | Interpol + | ] |
chapped lips are still very evident. much like my hoarse voice. however, emotional breakdowns are becoming unfamiliar, i guess you could say thats good news.
interpol is becoming a favorite. you must have some.
late-rrr |
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| teeth chattering entry |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | green day- brain stew | ] |
according to my weather bug it is currently 14 degrees. my bedroom is right above the garage so i'm guessing thats about the temprature in my room right now.
I can't believe it actually was snowing today. It wasn't just a snowstorm it was better...there was thunder. This just topped my awesome weekend.
hopefully there will be no school tomorrow. I need to take the metro somewhere. |
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| my day in 3 phrases |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|01:48 pm] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | sparta- the host | ] |
chapped lips
hole in sock
perfect present. |
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| careful or you'll hurt yourself |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|03:59 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | guster dvd | ] |
ohh i just love hanging out with the boys. andrew, gordon, ewan and annie came over yesterday after the basketball game. cold night but we hung outside for most of the time. gordon, andrew and i went skateboarding at the bottom of my culdesac. we just talked about a lot of things...it was great. gordons mom said that on short wednesdays she would take us to whitetail to snowboard or ski which would be AWESOME. the guys went home around 12:30.
did a little bit of xmas shopping this morning. gordon got me the guster dvd. how am i going to top that? I got andrew a present but he'll probably hate it. whatever.
rachaels party is tonight. georgetown should be a blast. see you there. |
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| ((at first there was black and white then color entered my life)) |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|06:46 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  satisfied | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | yeah yeah yeahs...theme-i think so. | ] |
typical day. bombed my history debate. thomas hobbes is a joke. that man is a walking contradiction. anyhow. I wore my chucks today which is usually a sign that i'm happy. I actually have been quite content with myself lately. I've started this new approach to life. its being content with who you are and not caring what others think of you. I know, i know I should have started this approach a long time ago but it took me that long to actually find myself. the weekend is getting closer and its looking like a great one. bio lecture tomorrow? oh no... |
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| Drama? |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|06:04 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| | sick | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | yeah yeah yeahs- my modern romance | ] |
so today i stayed home because i had a cold/i needed a mental health day/i caught up on 7 hours of sleep. I watched a lot of "drama" on TNT. you know the ER, judging amy, NYPD blue and law and order lineup. it was pretty sweet. then i helped jill make cookies for her friends. sick girl making cookies? looks like they'll be getting more than just cookies for the holidays. now its actually hitting me that i have to do homework for tomorrow. that means preparing for my history debate that daniel theilman is going to crush me in. oh no. why did i have to be thomas hobbes? why did i have to be the one everyone hates? |
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| Wait! I know what GS means! |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|09:35 am] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  content | ] |
My plans to go to baltimore ended up not happening but i wasn't that bummed. It was my sisters birthday and she was taking a couple of her ADHD friends to a suite and the aquarium. I doubt I missed out on anything. Yesterday I went to southeast to make cookies and go carolling with the kids. My amigo didn't show though, whatever. When we got home emma left to go to christie's installment (sorry I didn't go, congrats!). Chad was at a poker party, Reily was at a dance and Mr and Ms. O'hara left to go to the installment. So more or less I was in the O'hara house all alone. After watching TV for a half hour i got a little freaked out so I called annie. She picked me up and we went to ewans. Andrew and Gordon were already there. We were there for maybe 5 or 10 minutes before leaving for andrews. well actually andrew and annie ran away and it was more of gordon, ewan and I hunting them down. We hung out in his basement and then went outside. We played some football and skateboarded. Then we walked to hollywood to rent Kill Bill. Well after half an hour there we left without a movie. Went back to andrews and just fooled around with Xbox and stuff. Emma (being the mom she is) picked me up at 11 and we went home and watched ER. fun night without parents in town. |
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| fine I said it. I want you. |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|10:46 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | rainstorm! | ] |
Things i love:
thinking
the color red
freckles
night
forever
truth
Things you love:
regret
snow
texture
a greater being
running away
her |
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| best song ever? |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|07:07 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  enlightened | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | the killers | ] |
I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I never... |
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| rude awakening. |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|07:12 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  shaken | ] |
she stared blankly into the mirror. she looked different. Her blonde hair was fragile and limp. Her once rosy cheeks had turned translucent revealing her birthmark more than ever before. She used to have warm green eyes. now they were lifeless, full of nothing. She stared blankly into her reflection. She was smaller than she had remembered. Her small arms hung from her shoulders, frail and useless.s he didn't like what she saw. she didn't like what she had become. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|09:21 am] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | the unicorns +++++ | ] |
Went to dana's last night. Jill picked me up and dropped me off due to
the mental breakdown I was experiencing at my house. When I got there
chris and mike were there. they're cool guys. We watched the OC and
then they left to get dinner while we got dinner. D and I went to
hollywood to rent a movie. We got dirty dancing havana nights and Elf
(for her parents to watch) then we sat outside looking at cars pass by
for about 20 minutes while her mom ran to staples. While we were
waiting outside there was this man and his dad walking from panera to
the movie store. the dad was yelling at his dad about how he didn't
pick him up on time and he didn't bring him his blanket. Keep in mind
this man was about 25. We went home and started to watch the movie. It
was really good until mya came out to sing and ruined the WHOLE movie.
she ruins every movie. Then Mike and Chris came back to watch the end
of the movie and a couple ephisodes of life as we know it. The guys
left at 11 and dana and i just talked until we fell asleep.
Today my family is going to chop down a christmas tree.
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| Its not much, if anything lets make a list of who we need. |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|02:30 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | spoon- thats the way we get by. | ] |
I'm in the mood to do one of those guess who it is things. here it goes...
1) Sometimes I think were so alike its crazy. Then when i take a
step back i realize we're two different people. I'm really gald we
became closer this year there are definetly times i couldn't have
survived without you, and we both know that. Your so outgoing and i
love you for that. When we hang out there is never a dull moment. You
have the answers to all my questions you arn't afraid to tell me i'm
wrong. I know things have been a little weird between us lately but i'm
always here for you. 3K 4K 5K for life girl.
2) Girl you are so insane. Sometimes i wonder why your just sooo funny.
you make me smile more that anyone i know. ever since i moved to 201
we've become closer and i love the time we spend at eachothers houses.
3) I'm so glad that your in the two most boring classes of my life. You
make the time go by faster with that little game we play. From making
fun of the teacher to making fun of the people in our class you make me
laugh kid, keep it up.
4) Your amazing. thats almost all i have to say. Someday i hope i can
have as much confidence as you do. You have an awesome musical taste
that is almost identical to my own. I'm glad I got to know you a little
more over the past couple of weeks. Your such a cool girl.
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| swimfan? |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|09:40 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  determined | ] |
I'm going to be a swimmer.
I'm going to be a swimmer.
I'm going to be a swimmer.
I'm going to be a swimmer.
I'm going to be a swimmer.
went to watch krisie and maddie swim at there time trials. what an amazing sport. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 1st, 2004|10:16 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling a tad... |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | In the player- |
| | --guster-- | ] |
hope no one noticed my sappy entries this week. that needs to stop. you officially have the right to slap me across the face if you read another depressing entry.
today i failed my french oral due to the fact i made some words up. yeahh...thats pretty much it. oh and did i forget to mention gordon is a god for burning me a guster cd? <3 <3 <3
thats all for now.
peace. |
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